Certain songs - a short post this - inspire emotions. As you must already know. This was on the walk home. It was fairly dark. I feel quite miserable inside. And I'm listening to "Schism." Now I learn the deep sadness that is locked within that song. For me at least. The eloquence of of the words that I had compiled in my mind is lost now. But ... no ... now, I feel this sharp pain. The dark sorrow of times past and of the present mixed into one.
There are songs of blind rage - "No, You Don't" springs to mind - music blaring in ears through cheap headphones - ears that will ring for two weeks hence. Eyes that are on the verge of tears that aren't there.
Happy songs of the most lamentable lonliness. "Devil in New Jersey City."
I feel weak and pained right now and wish I could hide. This is the clearest and most truth one will ever get from me in one quick go.
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ohh pashest.
hardest hugs, deepest kisses. I wish you didnt feel so low and lonely. I wish we could be there for each other... :(
Empress of BSG
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